Saturday, December 27, 2014

Happy meter









Hi ! Merry Chrismas and happy holiday for everyone in the world ! 

Let's start with this way.. I don't understand what are Christmas, halloween, Galungan day, or a Buddha's pray song that have same lyrics, music, melody, instruments that repeats itself for every 6 sec, never stop. And i don't understand what kind of feelings i felt neither. Something touch me, i receive people's messages. When they decorated their houses with light, ballon, deer doll, flowers, cobweb, skeleton, and put some fruits, biscuits in the bowl at front of the door. I read happiness, hope, faith, grateful, sincereness, loyalty, and some words are running in my head now,  i can't briefly mention those. Not Live on yours homeland, drink water not same as water you drink since you were a kid.  but still trying to drink it. Still trying smell its grasses after raining, crushing waves to the rocks, sunlight through your back, snowball, fences, foods, and its markets. Still trying to sleep while somebodies are singing christmas songs, reading bible, playing a pray songs with languages you didn't understand and plugged the cd in to a speaker. I feel like i'm stepping out the house. Only Seen tweets about wars on the timeline but now you just that close to the victims. I have known Indonesia with different cultures, languages, colors but that just feel like read books in the house. It is happening to me, life still going on, dreams are racing, faith is protecting, politics and education are business-ing, doubters are questioning, earth is spining.. Huft i can't go on. Becoming a volunteer for wrapping presents. Becoming a part of somebody happiness. It is so amazing. I'm so grateful i can gather with my family and friends. My sister, michi, has her best friend this holiday, ka Gina !! They're a friend since elementary school. So cool, they're imagined someday they'll have a trip together overseas and now it's happening !! I can't wait mine..

Thursday, October 23, 2014

tho sky

hi. I was looking at other blogger pics. the one tho took my breath are a sky full of star with amazing gradation of an almost done sunset with a dirty jeep car below it. I deeply love sun and beach, but tho pic remind me somthing, I never enjoy that scene sit beside my parent. Maybe at first sight some people will remind of their bae or bestfriend. oh i will do that with him/her/they, it'll gonna be perfect night. 

In the words of John Muir, “The world is big and I want to have a good look at it before it gets dark.” 

That's really me, the first sentence after i read it. Night is other world part, cold, windy, fright, challenging. When it's night, the lights that never seen come appears, y'can see its color, intensity, how far it is, whom that lighted for and a curiosity to the source. Well, night start sound like as my family now. As far as we live, together, separated, so much things revealed, like discovering a night. As far, me just knew noon until now, my childhood full fill of sun, heat, beaches, warm, blanket, hug etc. Now i start knew something else. I am seeking light at my night, no one would light you up except Allah and your family.

Nb: culled from This blog




20 facts about me

1. Pedestrian
2. Messed up
3. Late
4. Blogger
5. Failed athlet and still work on to be dancer
6. Sunbath hunt
7. Like a tan and tall and tidy one
8. yellow
9. Unique hand write
10. Learn 6 language
11. Cancer
12. Syifa intan zihan ayu jj eta riri ajay apit agi imo ger iyas mbe can
13. Next destination ; iceland
14. Allergic of unfresh seafood
15. Girl scout
16. Gloomy at the morn. Attractive in the afternoon. Night.....
17. If start attractive in the morn, troublemaker in the afternoon
18. Money saver
19. Not music or movie or book enthusiast
20. Honestly want to have 20 facts like:
1. CEO of vogue spain
2. Build school at nepal malawi bali etc with Build On!
3. Owner of Nike Dance Studio in 1000countries
4. Personal blogger of the year for 10 years
5. Current location: New York
6. Ocean biologist engineering
7. Harvard alumni
8.  Next destination: bali
9. Small yellow car
10. Play at 20 movies
11. Play at 1 serial tv show
12. Next tour : Philadelphia. With DanceMakers
13. Have 3 child and a husband
14. Nobel prize winner 2020
15. Build Mosque (i ain't in vain)
16. Step daughter of Angelina Jolie
17. Miss world 2025
18. Move to mecca at 88 years old
19. Been Transfer to other galaxy
20. Once wear iron man 's



Saturday, October 11, 2014

Will you

Scenario: You are offered a full-time job with the following description:
For the first six hours of the day, you must dig a very deep hole with a shovel.  For the final two hours you must fill it back in.  It is grueling work.  You repeat this process every working day, and always on the same plot of ground.  The hours are 9am-5pm, the pay is very good (100k) with annual raises and performance bonuses, excellent health insurance, weekends and major holidays off, as well as three weeks of paid vacation time.  If you accept this job, you must agree to work it until you are aged 62; failure to do so will result in a prison sentence until you are of retirement age. 
Do you take this job?  Why or why not? 


I do not bring anyone under my responsibility to feed for lived. Just my mouth and my soul. I may place myself to the limit, up and down, take a hazardous path in finding a way to a success career without damage another. Such a repetition work cannot express youth's ability. Like playing a safe game. But, because I am a youth and there was a competition for employment or entrepreneur career a new different idea appears. So, Yes, I will accept it.

A day is have 24 hours, work 8 hours, on road 1 hour, sleep 8 hours. 49 hours in the weekday and 15 hours in the weekend. Which i could used for my personal time, family, hobby, hang out, or really fast vacation. Time should not barricade my motion. Become a productive youth is the required challenge here.

Beside, my job will guarantee me  an annual raises salary and health insurance. I could exploit it to elaborating my side jobs, backing me up from failure. a side job which can give me profit or maybe none. The important note, I am free to choose what I want to be, still get my satisfaction. this side job is have an extra burden. Other hand, it is have a little time.

Honest, I never think my main job it would always in the same place, same work, same boss, same shoes. It would more cool if i be a photographer taken pictures over the world. or a boxer so when i died i have my face statue. a scientist living in an expedition island, air chief army who has a thousand of force. It is easy to say than practice it. Every job is hard some are harmed because we are make an effort, an energy. You are obviously in sleep if you are not.

We never knew what will happen in the future. Wasting big opportunity is bad. Every choice has a risk. But it riskier when I did false during working. I have accepted it. I wont make it any awful. How to love and pleasure my job? Ensure that in the future after retire i will not regret because i maximize my capability for about 39 years, have a great saving, have a define future for my kid and participated in keeping a low unemployment and also happy.

Monday, September 29, 2014

College essay

I’m Loving It
All Child in my family wants to study abroad. Not in place we’re raised and born, in Indonesia. All my siblings have done it, started it in college/university. Either me, started it at high school. I am the last sibling. I have all eyes on me, feel covered, I know what I have to do because somebody tell me, I’m never lost. Since high school is a place for experience experiments of the professional network. It has been my place to proceed blending with culture. Founding who I am. I pushed for provision myself where high school couldn’t give to me. I turn into no even one eye on me, feel naked, I know what I have to do cause I pushed to be an initiative person.
        I realized that people are valued people. Honestly, I have to build characters in me. and get appearance to reflect it, simulating society? I said I’m trying and changing.  I cannot use the “I don’t know” girl. I minimized my clumsy things. Its going like life threatening. I’m strong chasing what I want, than wait it come to me. I’m not the first rank to be a scientist, I’m not the prettiest to be a top model and I’m not any winner to be a great leader. What can I do are adding my skills and experiences. Make it balance accordingly with my academic.
I’m dancing. Traditional and Contemporary dance. Active for 4 years. Basically, 3 times practices a week. If there was an event, I practice everyday, almost days from day to night. I'm not a confident person until I got my 13 place of one island champion after first 2 months practices. That a huge achievement for me. Finally i can do something well with my own. Years later I got my first, second, third place. First call invitation to be a talent. First wedding performance. First people asked for contact card. First school event.  And as group handles it. For that matter, I prided every single time we were spent for being pioneers of single developing group.
Everyone was sacrificed their time, energy, mind and soul, didn’t count the monies. Capital budget is the first thing to become a great artist. Come home almost midnight, had fought with whole home residents "how many they pay you for that?". Skipping classes. Cancelled other activities. If one has an ego it's mean end to others, plan changed. At least we have done our obligation when had said, "I'm in", seeing from the law glasses. In fact, mine was a small room within huge offices building without any law bonded. But I'm about to build a trustiness and commitment between people and me, priceless. Some period I was responsible to the group. Responsible about the member technique, memorizing the step, music, custom, properties, administration, consume, time accuracy and member presenting. I work with people who not the have the same age with me. Few have first languages that are not same with me. That is how I grow up and see the real lives going.
I have ever been a secretary of student council. I learnt how to organize and managed. So they were not wrong or mass up recording. Not loose or broken any document. This organization also made an annual event such as Bazaar, donation for orphans, exhibition, sport and art match with a different theme every year. I always participated these events with different divisions, secretary, documentary, logistic, consume and prize. I got more challenging when I was a part timer waitress at a restaurant. Everything has to be fast, direct, active and friendly. Oh I’m expert the last thing, friendly, cause I know how to be polite, still further from the rest. Time is I ever needed to complete the task.
I have a traveler family. Beside my family have spread members, my parent love discovering new places. Travelling show me the essence of tolerance. Travelling give my family a chance to have a more intense relationship. Our parent is not a typical of direct educator parent, they are shown to us. They never seek our daily routine, we shown then. What to be shown must be the uppermost of us. Doubtless, they appreciated originally. I wonder, maybe they knew things always went the way we want to. Unexpectedly, my parent had a conversation with their peers, we heard them, praises us extraordinary. As might be expected, to be a not greedy, not easily satisfied and independent person happened to us.
From famous little innocent girl attitude sticked on me. I'm doubt my self can do this aboard high school life. But I can not wait until I do not have anyone than try making an effort. What makes me have more capacity than all my siblings?. High school is growing up, meeting new people, get stronger, lots or lose time, makeup or no makeup, tear or laugh, sloth or leader. High school’s years times I want to be back 30 years later. Young and still digging both stretching. I've met with exhausted, commitment, teamwork, trustiness, loyalty from my experiences. I do not need faking society. I'm trying and changing to be more me. That person who I will present when involving and developing at abroad cultural college. I was inspired by my dance teacher. He said that I will could if I usually of it. Yet I gave a forced. Indeed my forced was based on how I'm loving it.


What makes a winning college essay ?
A winning college essay is .. You write something that still could interesting and surprise the writer. Surprise your self !!

Hi! It was an assigment. Wdyt? It was my longest essay i've ever made ! Puftt definite verbs and grammars :(. I bought a book last week about 'powering your words'. Didn't have enough time to read it while doing this essayyy

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

catch up

hi ! sorry for late posting ! i just catch up once now to inform you new place. to many story to be told haha kidding just be patient. wait for my POST !! yepee

HARBOR PARK


its a free hammock in harbor park. today i had limited batteries ! i couldn't take to many photos, to take pictures what its surroundings and i didn't bring my camera (huhu) but we choose to save the battery for selfie :p

it's pretty hard to catch up with my blog. but i'll try to keep catch up every chance. like i try to catch up with my best friends. heart u guys much. xoxo  

harbor park is completely comfortable for all ages. it's so colorfull. it's has hammock ;;) place to eat, food truck, small fountain (some kids are playing inside with their parents, cute!), chest floor, games and many more. beside the harbor park there is a cool huge ship. u can go inside there with ticket. but we didn't go, because we're to hungry. we continue the journey to south street to looking any restaurant for our late lunch ;)





Friday, August 1, 2014

Embeners

Hi! Second day of Mubarak i went to Banten, Pandeglang, Kadulisung village. My mother's village.

Emben is my grand grand mother (uyut in indonesian) who owned the house i was visited. In front of it has Yayasan Emben (Emben instution of education) built since 2010. (Sorry i dont have the pic)

The village has small river. It can used to bath and swim for public. i didn't swim there anymore since i was kid. badly i have a good day to refuse to swim again in there huhu.