tho sky

hi. I was looking at other blogger pics. the one tho took my breath are a sky full of star with amazing gradation of an almost done sunset with a dirty jeep car below it. I deeply love sun and beach, but tho pic remind me somthing, I never enjoy that scene sit beside my parent. Maybe at first sight some people will remind of their bae or bestfriend. oh i will do that with him/her/they, it'll gonna be perfect night. 

In the words of John Muir, “The world is big and I want to have a good look at it before it gets dark.” 

That's really me, the first sentence after i read it. Night is other world part, cold, windy, fright, challenging. When it's night, the lights that never seen come appears, y'can see its color, intensity, how far it is, whom that lighted for and a curiosity to the source. Well, night start sound like as my family now. As far as we live, together, separated, so much things revealed, like discovering a night. As far, me just knew noon until now, my childhood full fill of sun, heat, beaches, warm, blanket, hug etc. Now i start knew something else. I am seeking light at my night, no one would light you up except Allah and your family.

Nb: culled from This blog

20 facts about me

1. Pedestrian
2. Messed up
3. Late
4. Blogger
5. Failed athlet and still work on to be dancer
6. Sunbath hunt
7. Like a tan and tall and tidy one
8. yellow
9. Unique hand write
10. Learn 6 language
11. Cancer
12. Syifa intan zihan ayu jj eta riri ajay apit agi imo ger iyas mbe can
13. Next destination ; iceland
14. Allergic of unfresh seafood
15. Girl scout
16. Gloomy at the morn. Attractive in the afternoon. Night.....
17. If start attractive in the morn, troublemaker in the afternoon
18. Money saver
19. Not music or movie or book enthusiast
20. Honestly want to have 20 facts like:
1. CEO of vogue spain
2. Build school at nepal malawi bali etc with Build On!
3. Owner of Nike Dance Studio in 1000countries
4. Personal blogger of the year for 10 years
5. Current location: New York
6. Ocean biologist engineering
7. Harvard alumni
8.  Next destination: bali
9. Small yellow car
10. Play at 20 movies
11. Play at 1 serial tv show
12. Next tour : Philadelphia. With DanceMakers
13. Have 3 child and a husband
14. Nobel prize winner 2020
15. Build Mosque (i ain't in vain)
16. Step daughter of Angelina Jolie
17. Miss world 2025
18. Move to mecca at 88 years old
19. Been Transfer to other galaxy
20. Once wear iron man 's

Will you

Scenario: You are offered a full-time job with the following description:

For the first six hours of the day, you must dig a very deep hole with a shovel.  For the final two hours you must fill it back in.  It is grueling work.  You repeat this process every working day, and always on the same plot of ground.  The hours are 9am-5pm, the pay is very good (100k) with annual raises and performance bonuses, excellent health insurance, weekends and major holidays off, as well as three weeks of paid vacation time.  If you accept this job, you must agree to work it until you are aged 62; failure to do so will result in a prison sentence until you are of retirement age. 

Do you take this job?  Why or why not? 

I do not bring anyone under my responsibility to feed for lived. Just my mouth and my soul. I may place myself to the limit, up and down, take a hazardous path in finding a way to a success career without damage another. Such a repetition work cannot express youth's ability. Like playing a safe game. But, because I am a youth and there was a competition for employment or entrepreneur career a new different idea appears. So, Yes, I will accept it.

A day is have 24 hours, work 8 hours, on road 1 hour, sleep 8 hours. 49 hours in the weekday and 15 hours in the weekend. Which i could used for my personal time, family, hobby, hang out, or really fast vacation. Time should not barricade my motion. Become a productive youth is the required challenge here.

Beside, my job will guarantee me  an annual raises salary and health insurance. I could exploit it to elaborating my side jobs, backing me up from failure. a side job which can give me profit or maybe none. The important note, I am free to choose what I want to be, still get my satisfaction. this side job is have an extra burden. Other hand, it is have a little time.

Honest, I never think my main job it would always in the same place, same work, same boss, same shoes. It would more cool if i be a photographer taken pictures over the world. or a boxer so when i died i have my face statue. a scientist living in an expedition island, air chief army who has a thousand of force. It is easy to say than practice it. Every job is hard some are harmed because we are make an effort, an energy. You are obviously in sleep if you are not.

We never knew what will happen in the future. Wasting big opportunity is bad. Every choice has a risk. But it riskier when I did false during working. I have accepted it. I wont make it any awful. How to love and pleasure my job? Ensure that in the future after retire i will not regret because i maximize my capability for about 39 years, have a great saving, have a define future for my kid and participated in keeping a low unemployment and also happy.