Tuesday, January 13, 2015

New stage

Im very grateful to have my sister. Me who would cry because she was crying, laugh because she was laughing, fright because she was frightening even before i knew why, before im asking what was happening. Me who would stop eating and saved the rest of my food because i knew my sister on her way back home now, i knew she didn't eat anything yet, i knew she would like my kind of food, and that was no more for her. She could just eat outside and have a better food like mine, a new one. But i just wanted it that way. Me who would wait her to pick me up from school even if i knew it was almost impossible for her to be on time. But i was still waiting there. Can't wait to see her, see her oufit of the day and listen to her story. It was not the first time if she asked me to continue my way back home by myself. I liked it when she picked me up with her car (dad's car but she always use it) and on the next day my friends and teachers were asking who is she? I would answer it with puffed chest, my sister. 

Why i called this post a new stage because, my life without her is a new stage. I remembered when she went to Switzerland she was crying but i don't understand why. I was crying either but it was because my brother irked me. Now it's crystal clear, i know now how it feel. When someone you really care about is 10,104 miles away from you.