Hi ! Merry Chrismas and happy holiday for everyone in the world !
Let's start with this way.. I don't understand what are Christmas, halloween, Galungan day, or a Buddha's pray song that have same lyrics, music, melody, instruments that repeats itself for every 6 sec, never stop. And i don't understand what kind of feelings i felt neither. Something touch me, i receive people's messages. When they decorated their houses with light, ballon, deer doll, flowers, cobweb, skeleton, and put some fruits, biscuits in the bowl at front of the door. I read happiness, hope, faith, grateful, sincereness, loyalty, and some words are running in my head now, i can't briefly mention those. Not Live on yours homeland, drink water not same as water you drink since you were a kid. but still trying to drink it. Still trying smell its grasses after raining, crushing waves to the rocks, sunlight through your back, snowball, fences, foods, and its markets. Still trying to sleep while somebodies are singing christmas songs, reading bible, playing a pray songs with languages you didn't understand and plugged the cd in to a speaker. I feel like i'm stepping out the house. Only Seen tweets about wars on the timeline but now you just that close to the victims. I have known Indonesia with different cultures, languages, colors but that just feel like read books in the house. It is happening to me, life still going on, dreams are racing, faith is protecting, politics and education are business-ing, doubters are questioning, earth is spining.. Huft i can't go on. Becoming a volunteer for wrapping presents. Becoming a part of somebody happiness. It is so amazing. I'm so grateful i can gather with my family and friends. My sister, michi, has her best friend this holiday, ka Gina !! They're a friend since elementary school. So cool, they're imagined someday they'll have a trip together overseas and now it's happening !! I can't wait mine..
